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Thursday, November 27, 2008

guess what? the verdict is out... but i wasn't shock... just hurt, or shld i say it was super hurtiing? the truth may not be it looks on the outside... the oppositon party disagress with the statement... they are confident thats the truth... but wad im experiencing, feeling and seeing is so diff...
its like its an entire different story... iim upset... did i confuse my feeling with the hurtiing truth? if ii realy diid then wad on earth shld i do? sometimes tears jus cant help but roll down my cheeks its like as if i cant control them... =(

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Walk is easy

But walkng alone is tough

Being loved by some1 is secure

But loving some1 is insecure

Being missed by some1 is nice

But to miss some1 is painful…

It’s hard to say hello because it might be goodbye

It’s hard to say I’m okay because sometimes I’m not

But it’s easy to say I miss you coz I know that I really do.

Monday, November 24, 2008

today... =) hehe... there wasn't high tea today so we ended sku early... went down tuu clementi early morniing to meet nick take breakfast then he walk mie tuu sku... wanted to shop a nice gift box plus wrapping paper to wrap the gift i bought hiim but kind of tired so ii went home... ii wonder iif he'll like the gift... :p afteralls i guess its the thoughts thats counts regardless wad the gift is, where it is from or how much it cost... ii guess the most impt thing is that its was from my bottom of my heart... hope eu like it!! =) u seemed troubled with matters.... though i know nth bout it bout the matter sure is affectiing your mood... =( in an case ii jus wanna let eu know ii'm here for you always anyday anytime bcus ii care... =) cheer up ok? the best lighting system for the face is non other then your charming smile... so smile... =)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

ii woke up the lastest but reached the earliiest... kind of fuuny huh? reached sir's sis de wedding bout 10.30am... waited for anson and the rest for like bout an hour or so. they took their lunch then we stayed there to see the arrival of the groom then go liiao. went far east walk walk. i bought a pair of shoe as my spoiled... went cineleisure after to watch body of liies.... not bad la the show... after that tok a train now to kovan with henry to find my parents then go home...

Thursday, November 20, 2008

gee... :P wad a day i had... 1st ii was late or shld i say most of classmates were later for rajeev's class like bout an hour?? cus paul told us 11am but by right rejeev's class shld have startted 8am... phew... lucky he wasn't fuming... hehe... :) today went tu st.regis for interview... next saturday go training liao most prob can start work already....

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

woah... woke up late in the morning at bput 9.30am when i suppose to reach sku at 10am. gosh ii was so late for sku... then after then went to eat sakae with anson, amanda, fionna, eric, and celeste. so much laughter... but was so super full after that... :P
hmm... last night was kinda curious wad was so upsetting... i wiish i could help... haiz my good bro going msia liiaox... afternoons would be boriing again without him...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

finally i know the answer... well it seems that my hunch was right... thats it, thats the answer... though upset but cant change the fact... ii still remember that fateful day... but do you? i guess eu dun... those days were beautiful memoriies... ii really miss you... ii really really do...

Saturday, November 15, 2008

went to expo this afternoon for the amazing waiter race met up with amanda at jurong east then went there together.... hehe... classmates whu were competing included frens like anson , eric , jacky , xiaoming , farrid , dean. gosh how tense i felt even though i wasn't the one competing, in addition ii felt that they diid their best but somehow the others teams were much beta... but at least they tried... the event was held in conjunction with the asia food fare. though they didnt make it to the semi round but they presonally i felt that they were the best liao... we were the only students other than shartec... competitors were from hotels like and conrad fairmont. well after the guys collected their goody bags we went to take next hall for the mph book fair. gosh there sure is alot of books. but only was there alot of books there was also alot alot of pl... i meant really alot... the bloody queue was long that is like getting the customers form a line along half the hall like a rectangle.... phew... looking at the length of the queue we left. anson suggested to go kallang de leisure park eat and then can go there walk walk and together with me and amanda we left for the mrt station. but guess what? after we reach kallang we went opposite to take a bus we waited at the bus stop for like almost an hour for the bus11. the waiting felt like the bus is gona take foreve to reach man.... by then it was almost late afternoon le we were so hungry that we even thought of taking a cab down lucky enuf the jus as we were about the flag down a taxi the bus came... we went kfc for lunch then walk around te mall. we left the mall bout 6+. reach home so tired liiaox... goiing sleep liaox... nighty =)

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

我的世界因你全部颠倒醒着睡着都在笑
每一次我们靠近你让我忘了困惑忘了所有烦心
你把我眼底的寂寞彩绘成缤纷的宇宙
你永远是我的小乌龟
你的背影是我最美丽的所有
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

whew... having so much cash on hand sure isn't a good thing... worry that i might over spent sia... =) i bought a spongebob file today so cute. went library tu borrow some books to read and pass time. hmm... today ish moi off day so boring... i wonder how did my the other classmates do in Amber today as i heard FA booked the whole restaurant.

Friday, November 07, 2008

Friday, November 7, 2008

woah... today wake up at 5.15am, when i was suppose to meet yuyuan at 7am @ tampanis. hehe... was late, but lucky he nv angry, i met jace then we 3 went simei ITE together. meeting the minister was sure a big deal... was rather nervous but lucky got amanda and anson with mie so hai hao...

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Thursday, November 6, 2008

I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on. Anyone find me! Anyone care! I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore. I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak. No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one. Someone find me! I'm scared. Please hold me until it all ends. Just hold me that’s all I want. I don't want to be alone in the dark. Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light. Just hold me as I start to cry. Just hold me so I wont be alone inside. Just hold me so I don't do something wrong. Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....

Thursday, November 06, 2008

i always knew that love would come find me someday but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way you caught me off guard and took me by surprise but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love "it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do. Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you but in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive "Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you I've had the experience of being in relationships before however, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more it's an honor to know that I am yours, as you are mine and I trust God that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever" God made everything beautiful, precious and new just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"

Thursday, November 06, 2008

you wondered how you'd make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? sometimes the only thing you're looking for, is the one thing you can't see. real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself. there's no use in weeping,though we are condemned to part:there's such a thing as keeping,A remembrance in one's heart... when your heart is broken it is the saddest thing in the world. all your energy leaves you and everything in your life seems to lose all meaning. in this love, you gave your heart and soul, and now it is no more.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Maybe my existance doesn't even matters you... even if i hinted im might be leaving your side for good... thinking back maybe i should have jus heed his advice, stop contacting you. :(

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Sunday, November 2, 2008

ii once thought i could slowly make my way to your heart... i wanted you to have freedom, space to think... i didn't want to force you to make a decision. its not very wise to that cus u shld have your own freedom on choosing who you wan to mix with... i never eva wanna burden you with anything... i wan to be a mature kido... i jus you to be happy... :)